December 2009
oh my god this made me a little better!
my horoscope for 2010…awesome
Year 2010 Overview
Whew! Feel that enormous burden sliding off of your shoulders, like you’ve been carrying around an overstuffed backpack for the last couple of years? That would be Saturn, planet of structures and limitation, moving out of your sign. Congratulations, first of all, on having simply made it through more or less in one piece. You passed...
things
idk whats wrong with me…maybe its just that this whole vk i was in pain from having my wisdom teeth out that i couldnt really do much…so now that im not in pain theres nothing really for me to do..so im just really bored all of the time…idk if thats it or not but i just feel really shitty…im on the verge of crying all of the time…the littlest things make me cry or...
wisdom teeth
i just got mine taken out thursday…and im starting to get cabin fever just sitting in my house all day eating soft food lol i just want it to be christmas and i want to make money so i can buy people stuff and i just want to go back to manchester!
I
need to do so many things but have no money to do them with! this sucks…well first things first…im gonna make a hair appointment tomorro so i can get it all cut off! im hoping like three or 4 more inches! its gonna be the shortest ive ever had it…its gonna be so weird! then im going out for lunch and drinks on tuesday with my friend…so i need money for that…then...
annoying day
best buy cant fix my computer…verizon cant give me the phone i want at the price i want…and someting else happened that annoyed me…i odnt wana be home…i dont want to get my wisdome teeth out in two days…ffffuck that! i wish i could stay with him in manchester…i would LOVE that
music
How many songs total: 1434 How many hours or days of music: 4 days
Sort By Song Title First Song: ABC - jackson 5 Last Song: 99 problems - jay-z
Sort By Time Shortest Song: intro - 50 cent - .40 Longest Song: mix tape volume 4 - the hood internet 1:05:49
Sort By Album First Album: absolute power - tech n9ne Last Album: young & foolish - corinne bailey rae
Top Five Most Played Songs:
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ahhhhhhh
i have nothing to do the rest of the week! ive been hanging out with my ex…which i know isnt that good…but a lot of amazing stuff has happened and im in a really good mood lately! and now im wicked (yes im from mass lol) for this weekend because im not leaving until sunday so can party and hang out with people all weekend! yessss…and im staying over u know whose house saturday...
i dont want to go home
but i dont want to stay here and do more homework and projects and shit…honestly do u wanna know what i want? what i really want? i want to stay here…with HIM…at his house…in his bed….for the entire month…or maybe just a week or two…if we were still together thats what we would do..and it would be awesome! but no…he dumped me…so that wont...
all i want right now
i bet i could make a huge list -
- a cup of GOOD coffee
- a warm place to lay
- a good movie to watch
- my cat on my bed
- no stress
- someone to enjoy these things with me, holding me in bed
i think there are about two out of all of those things that are actually achieveable right now
he asked me what
i was doing for lunch, and i said i just woke up, and i was going to eat lunch here, so he said ok and we got off the phone. i actually said NO this time! that is a big deal because usually i go off running in his direction every time he askes me to hang out, every single time i do it and i fuck up something, like my homework or something because im always with him, but this time i said no, and...
